you

if you are reading this - you, you who know who you are, you who inspired this whole goddamn experiment, you who loved and loathed me in the most absurd platonic fashion, mistaken for something else, something real that was merely respect and fear lost in moments of the spark, of life, of beautiful madness that couldn't go right - if you are reading this, and i think you might be, i'd actually like to hear from you. i've no time for bitterness, only friends, only inspiration.